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Name: Delise
Birthday: 12/24/1992
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Thursday, November 19, 2009

Finally went out with Gerald yesterday! 2012 was awesome. Although there were alot of familiar elements that seemed to have appear in The Day After Tomorrow before, the videography and story and just the massiveness of it all was impressive. Loved the show :) And it's definitely worth the money if you're paying $6 for it  We also chanced upon a new hangout spot... Watched Flashforward there and had a cheese bagel :) Hope we can go there more often!






























Oh man I was really crazy happy last night... I think it's because the both of us finally got to talk about all kinds of crazy stuff and laugh madly at the things we're saying. Like best friends. Like old times.

Love you Gerald Sim ♥ you make my world go round and round and round...


Wednesday, November 18, 2009

"I think the only reason people hold onto memories so tight is because memories are the only things that don’t change when everything else does."

How true :( I've been reading chat logs the past hour. Sometimes it's nice to relish these memories. How beautiful those moments were, how happy people were. But the sad truth is that things change, people change, and life goes on. We have no choice but to move on. We continue to hold onto these memories. But we shouldn't let ourselves indulge in them anymore.


Tuesday, November 17, 2009

I miss how I used to be.
I miss how you used to be.
I miss how we used to be.


Today's training was pretty slack and lots of fun :) We started off with a 35 minute run (ohmygosh Van the nehnehpok wanted to run for 45 mins but she bargained with us in the end thank goodness! haha we're so weak), did the usual sets but we were in the amphi so it was a little weeeird, abit of stickwork and then whatever we wanted to after that. Yunhui and I were volleying and trying high lobs and it was quite fun. We should go down and hit some balls around more often!

Anyway I'm glad I'm out of last week's strange and untimely bout of depression... Weekends always make me feel better. S&D meeting was good, we basically just danced danced and danced haha. Now if only I didn't have that nagging feeling at the back of my head that reminds me I still have to write the song... *groans. So much pressure!

We had Z2 dinner at PS bakery again and Jelly could come, which was awesome! Gerald wasn't around though because of his SP Escapade thing. Boo  But dinner was good anyway, had a great time catching up with some ol' friends :)

Followed Gerald, Kai, Ezra and Amos to look at guitars and guitar parts on Sunday. It's not as boring as it sounds, non-guitar people :) Hahah. Gerald's new custom acoustic sounds great btw... Better than his Blueridge! He traded his Fender away for it though. Here are some photos of his not-really-missed Fender.





Haha I just had to post the photos cos I was the one who took them :) Kudos to Gerald for his awesome lighting skills too heehee.

Oh yeahhh and Gerald got his sexy gold guitar on Friday! It's SUPER pretty. I hope Gerald finds me prettier than his guitar though... tough competition. Haha!

Finally went on a date with Esther yesterday evening at Island Creamery. Yumyum I looove their Blackforest ice cream. It's one of the best ice cream flavours I've tasted! We also found Jiali and Jo's embarrassing photo:


LOL!





















Who is that strange girl on the right? I don't know her.







Esther's awesome nails! Love the colour ♥

Esther's typing me a love note in my phone :) So sweet of her!









I loved my curls that day ohmygoshhh :)



Really enjoyed spending time with you Ekhoo :) Let's go out again very very soon! Hope you're having fun at your prom now, all sissy and dressed up :D

The weather the past few days has been pretty dramatic. The skies were a clear blue this afternoon and it got all grey and stormy in the evening. Then at night it clears up and you can see the stars in the vast expanse of black sky and it's simply beautiful. Everytime I look at it I think of how amazing our God is.


Monday, November 16, 2009

It seems foolish to be thinking these kinda thoughts at this point when I've treaded so deep, but I can't help it. You can't blame me, right? I've been thinking way too much the past few days, too much for my own good. And I'm scaring myself by the things that my mind churns out. At times I'm even scared to tears. There's just... so much paranoia and fears about the future, and there is little comfort in the silence. I'm so, so afraid... All I want is for all these feelings and thoughts to go away.

It might not be here where I feel safe



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